my passion is different now that i can't dance

I realize I will never feel the same. Dance will never be the same for me. I can not dance. I feel sluggish and sad, a cloud of grey is around my head clouding my vision. Life is really hard I do not know how to deal this way without a branch. I have too much time for nothing. And my passion is dead. what causes one to have a particular passion? I am passionate for dance but why not tennis or volleyball? and what gives anyone the authority to take the passion away? when I dance I feel everything and nothing. All things bad go from my brain and soul out my limbs to my fingers and toes. I am feeling better as I move my depression subsides I feel content in my movement as I reach up I must continue to move on the path of my rhythm.